Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Suara

Aku sik tauk lah kenak kau treat aku macam tok. Aku rasa aku dah merik kau yang terbaik, yang paling kacak sekali pernah aku merik urang. Saat kau paling down, aku ada di sia. Aku dah coba sedaya upaya. Sekpalah mun kau sik sudi.

Memang the past 2-3 weeks has been tough for me. Aku susah mok tido worrying about you. Mungkin, its a sign that I"ll not be happy with you. Maybe there's a great deal of lessons to be learned from this, and after you, the right one will come along and reap all the rewards of having a fine man loving her.

Aku lelah ngepong kau. Aku lelah mikir camney mok merik kau yang terbaik. Perhaps you kinda lead me on. And I followed.

But for real, I would've treat you right. Muster everything that I have to make sure you"ll be good. And I think you know the value of a man like me from how I tried the hardest to make sure you're good.

I tried my best and I have no regrets. It still hurts. I've learned a lot from you and I'm trying to be graceful and accept whatever reality that is ahead of me. There's truly something about your smile. Sometimes that's enough of a reason to fall.

We're very different people, you and I. I've tried to adapt. I"ll cherish the memories.

I am hurt, but I am not discouraged.